I think I picked up this book first by the cover. It just called out to me, and when I read the blurb, I knew I had to read it.
38 year old Sabina is all excited. She has just found out that she is going to become a mother. And she can’t wait to tell her parents, she is sure that they would be just as excited as her. Her parent’s reaction to her pregnancy was one that she had never expected. Shocked at her mother’s reaction, she prodded, until told that she is adopted. It had taken them 38 years to admit this truth. Shocked and blindsided by the revelations, Sabina is completely confused. The only thing she knows is that she want to know more of her birth mother. What made her give her baby up? And why was her parents(adoptive) being so cagey. What were they hiding?
Sabina goes on a journey, finding out more about herself and her parents than she had ever imagined. A beautifully handled story, it had me in tears, had me hoping, had me crying, and had me desolate when I read about Sabina’s birth mother, Lilly’s story. Lilly’s and Sabina’s story progress in parallel, with us the readers gaining an insight into what actually happened all those years ago which resulted in Sabina getting adopted. The mystery of why Sabina’s parents never divulged the fact that she had been adopted bubbles along until close to the end.
The book touched upon the horrors that young unmarried pregnant girls went through in those days where it was all frowned upon. The treatment meted out to them, by the society, and even worse, by their own parents, was heart-breaking to read, to say the least. To think that while this was a fictional account, this could well have been a true account for so many helpless young girls. I can’t even begin to imagine..
The narrative had me from the start. I loved the way it started, had me hooked from the start and as the story progresses, it just got better. The characters felt real, and identifiable. Sabina’s reaction to the bombshell(s) dropped on her feel real. I could feel her pain, her utter confusion at the revelation that changed everything that she knew about herself. To be honest, I can’t even imagine how it must feel, to find out, out of the blue, that the two people you have known as parents, the people with whom you share that unbreakable bond, are actually not your birth parents. In Sabina’s situation, it is even more tough, given that she is pregnant herself, and so far, had been extremely close to her parents. The author has done a brilliant job in bringing out all the emotions that Sabina, Lily and her mum go through. It’s heart-breaking and heartening at the same time. A book I would definitely recommend.
A 4/5 read. A book that I thoroughly enjoyed, and one that I’m sure a lot of my friends would enjoy reading. This was my first Kelly Rimmer read, but having read this one, I’m sure she goes on to my ‘favourites’ list.
Many thanks to Netgalley and the publishers, Bookouture for the review copy of this book.
About the Author
Kelly Rimmer is an Australian Fiction writer. She lives in rural Australia.
This book is available from Amazon(UK).